Signs up the antenatal program organise by KK, and attends with Jeffrey. Have been 3 classes now.
I remember during the 1st class, the lecturer tells us for our class, the husbands look more pregnant than the wives. well for our class, the husbands are indeed quite "heavy-weight"... hehe....
we do pick up a few things from these classes, and good to see that there are many good caring husbands around.
during 1 of the lectures, there are many stalls on baby products, baby care/development, motherhood need-knows, confinement-catered-meals, pregnancy-massage, maternity photography etc set-up outside the lecture theatre, for young parents like us. Ok, basically the stalls are there to do business, but we get to learn a lot as well.
2 of the stalls that catch our attention are baby education. there are actually teaching classes for babies starting from 6 months onwards. we go and see-see-look-look. Jeffrey browse through the class contents, course fees and materials and whisper to my eyes, "Dear, I think these classes for babies 6 months-12months are nonsenic." I do agree with him to a certain extent.
Well, the classes will serve their purpose, but we still think for babies 1 year old and lesser, their job is just to eat, sleep, laugh, poo, grow etc. and to regconise important faces. the rest really comes in too early.
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1 thing we pick up from the lectures as well is that calcium only absorbs by the body if we get enough sunlight. as the doctor says my blood count is good, so I do not need to take any supplements etc, though I still continue my multi-vitamins, which includes calcium content.
Jeff decides that we will walk to the market and light-walk in the mornings if we can, instead of driving. hopefully to get all sunlight and fresh air at this time, so that my calcium absorption will be healthy.
i agree... :)
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Size Increment: Breasts; Waist; Feet
There is a need to shop for some necessities over the weekend, as being in the office for hours and daily operations makes me realise the following discomfort:
a) Breasts --> E80: The sides of my chest aches a little and my breasts are practically spilling out of the bra cups. Have been complaining, and adjusting my bra on-off continuously which can be quite disturbing.
"Upgrading" to E80 cup is not very exciting. OK, I am quite "full" before I am pregnant, a good C cup I should say. I foresee my breasts will still "grow" in the months to come. I think any size bigger than F, I tell Jeffrey I really don't koe wat to buy anymore. Really don't want to end up shopping for bras at people's park.
If my breasts are not very "appealing" after pregnancy, maybe I will consider a boob job....
b) Waist --> XL mid-low-waist panties: Well, I should say waistless now. Have been wearing G-Strings and L size panties before pregnancy. Since pregnant, I bought the cheap XL, XXL panties to prevent exerting any pressure on my tummy.
This time round I have outgrown the normal biggest size panties that I have bought 4 months ago.
So go and shop for pregnancy panties. I buy the mid and low waist set, rather than the high waist set, as I have many sexy tops to wear, of which some are translucent at the waist area. I do not want to see my panties showing so high, quite orbit though.
c) Feet --> Size 6: After knowing that I am pregnant, I buy a pair of shoes and sandals from Scholl, size 5. My shoe size has been 4 1/2 all along. Now my feet aches at the sole area, as after my feet grows, they outgrow the shoes I am wearing. An about an inch of my feet is out of the shoes, which hurts as I walk. The skin at the sole area also thickens. Honestly I do not notice until Jeffrey tells me my feet has grown. So need to buy shoes and sandals for walking comfort.
Think the logic of Pressure = Force/Area does come into play now.
a) Breasts --> E80: The sides of my chest aches a little and my breasts are practically spilling out of the bra cups. Have been complaining, and adjusting my bra on-off continuously which can be quite disturbing.
"Upgrading" to E80 cup is not very exciting. OK, I am quite "full" before I am pregnant, a good C cup I should say. I foresee my breasts will still "grow" in the months to come. I think any size bigger than F, I tell Jeffrey I really don't koe wat to buy anymore. Really don't want to end up shopping for bras at people's park.
If my breasts are not very "appealing" after pregnancy, maybe I will consider a boob job....
b) Waist --> XL mid-low-waist panties: Well, I should say waistless now. Have been wearing G-Strings and L size panties before pregnancy. Since pregnant, I bought the cheap XL, XXL panties to prevent exerting any pressure on my tummy.
This time round I have outgrown the normal biggest size panties that I have bought 4 months ago.
So go and shop for pregnancy panties. I buy the mid and low waist set, rather than the high waist set, as I have many sexy tops to wear, of which some are translucent at the waist area. I do not want to see my panties showing so high, quite orbit though.
c) Feet --> Size 6: After knowing that I am pregnant, I buy a pair of shoes and sandals from Scholl, size 5. My shoe size has been 4 1/2 all along. Now my feet aches at the sole area, as after my feet grows, they outgrow the shoes I am wearing. An about an inch of my feet is out of the shoes, which hurts as I walk. The skin at the sole area also thickens. Honestly I do not notice until Jeffrey tells me my feet has grown. So need to buy shoes and sandals for walking comfort.
Think the logic of Pressure = Force/Area does come into play now.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Dark Armpits ; Burp
Dark armpits: My armpits are practically a dark brown patch when i look into the mirrors now. Maybe i should get a tan, so that when I lift my arms, my armpits dun look so distinguished.
Burp: I can really burp now, even just drinking water. sometimes it is so uncontrolled that i feel embarassed myself. well, i work in a german company. with these german colleagues ard, they will always say "bless you" when u sneeze. and burping, they will look at you, like wanting to get some sort of explanation.
i am glad i am excused at work place.
Burp: I can really burp now, even just drinking water. sometimes it is so uncontrolled that i feel embarassed myself. well, i work in a german company. with these german colleagues ard, they will always say "bless you" when u sneeze. and burping, they will look at you, like wanting to get some sort of explanation.
i am glad i am excused at work place.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Big Appetite
i get very hungry easily now. and it is such a 180degrees difference/change compared to a few months ago.
am trying to eat many small meals to satisfy the hunger. will cut down on buffets, and even if i go for them, i will not stuff myself to the fullest. afraid of constipation as well.
the hungry feeling is sometimes so strong, that i feel my whole stomach is empty. i hear no juices though, but just pure hungry.
am trying to eat many small meals to satisfy the hunger. will cut down on buffets, and even if i go for them, i will not stuff myself to the fullest. afraid of constipation as well.
the hungry feeling is sometimes so strong, that i feel my whole stomach is empty. i hear no juices though, but just pure hungry.
Constipation and Intermittent Sleep
Am 5 months to date, and have been experiencing constipation and intermittent sleep, which cause me to be quite flustered during the day.
constipation: i have drink a lot of water and eat fibre, and still has quite "solid" constipation. when the feeling comes, going to the toilet can be a battle. gynae ask me not to squeeze too hard, so i am always praying, and hoping for the shit to move faster inch by inch, till "they" reach the anus and out they go. yes, sounds gross. gynae ask me to try breathing method, and well doing this breathing exercise in the toilet is not very entertaining.
intermittent sleep: i have not have a full 7-8 hours sleep at one go for a long time. will wake up 2-3 times at least a night. sometimes to the toilet, sometimes because of dreams. but sometimes i will wake up and open my eyes automatically, and will be quite difficult getting back to sleep.
these causes me to be tired, sianz and flustered during day times. and also shorter concentration span.
constipation: i have drink a lot of water and eat fibre, and still has quite "solid" constipation. when the feeling comes, going to the toilet can be a battle. gynae ask me not to squeeze too hard, so i am always praying, and hoping for the shit to move faster inch by inch, till "they" reach the anus and out they go. yes, sounds gross. gynae ask me to try breathing method, and well doing this breathing exercise in the toilet is not very entertaining.
intermittent sleep: i have not have a full 7-8 hours sleep at one go for a long time. will wake up 2-3 times at least a night. sometimes to the toilet, sometimes because of dreams. but sometimes i will wake up and open my eyes automatically, and will be quite difficult getting back to sleep.
these causes me to be tired, sianz and flustered during day times. and also shorter concentration span.
Saturday, December 1, 2007
Milk powder ; Snacks ; Weight Gain
i bring a bottle of pregnant multi-vitamins and emma milk powder while going to visit the gynae, to show her the label/contents on these 2 bottles.
-- multi-vitamins: she mentions i can continue with these multi-vitamins, and take it as an alternate basis. so 1 day iron & folic acid pills for me, the next day 1 serving of multi-vitamins.
-- milk powder: the direction on the milk powder mentions to drink 2-3 cups a day, with 5-6 scoops of milk powder to warm water.
my gynae tells me not to take milk powder everyday as a regular item. but rather to drink it as a snack or when i feel like it. jeff and me ask "why?". she mentions many of her patients who drinks milk powder regularly everyday puts on a lot of weight, but the baby weight gain is not in proportionate. she mentions if i have no appetite, i can drink the milk powder. but if i am eating well, no need for regular/often drinking basis. we heed her advice.
-- snacks: right now, i do not have cravings of potato cheaps or twisties as snacks. so, so far still ok. i have stock-up fruits in office and at home. and also tunas, peanut butter and jams. so if i feel like snacking or eat something, i will eat fruits or soda biscuits with the toppings. else, i will drink milk or milk powder.
-- weight gain: i shall buy a weighing scale at home. will monitor weight gain now, and i hope i gain weight slowly and in moderations.
realise i am taking more efforts in my nutrition lately, and more afraid of too much weight gain. last time i always have the concept, pregnant is the happiest time, cause dun have to worry about the extra pounds i gain, as i love to eat.
wonder if i love to look better in this phase of my life or a maternal instinct, or physchoed by jeffrey tang, that i look into healthy eating now and just want a balance including my weight gain. more weight-conscious compared to pre-pregnancy. strange. :)
-- multi-vitamins: she mentions i can continue with these multi-vitamins, and take it as an alternate basis. so 1 day iron & folic acid pills for me, the next day 1 serving of multi-vitamins.
-- milk powder: the direction on the milk powder mentions to drink 2-3 cups a day, with 5-6 scoops of milk powder to warm water.
my gynae tells me not to take milk powder everyday as a regular item. but rather to drink it as a snack or when i feel like it. jeff and me ask "why?". she mentions many of her patients who drinks milk powder regularly everyday puts on a lot of weight, but the baby weight gain is not in proportionate. she mentions if i have no appetite, i can drink the milk powder. but if i am eating well, no need for regular/often drinking basis. we heed her advice.
-- snacks: right now, i do not have cravings of potato cheaps or twisties as snacks. so, so far still ok. i have stock-up fruits in office and at home. and also tunas, peanut butter and jams. so if i feel like snacking or eat something, i will eat fruits or soda biscuits with the toppings. else, i will drink milk or milk powder.
-- weight gain: i shall buy a weighing scale at home. will monitor weight gain now, and i hope i gain weight slowly and in moderations.
realise i am taking more efforts in my nutrition lately, and more afraid of too much weight gain. last time i always have the concept, pregnant is the happiest time, cause dun have to worry about the extra pounds i gain, as i love to eat.
wonder if i love to look better in this phase of my life or a maternal instinct, or physchoed by jeffrey tang, that i look into healthy eating now and just want a balance including my weight gain. more weight-conscious compared to pre-pregnancy. strange. :)
DHA, Calcium and Iron pills ; Put-on 2.8kg in 1 month
We go for check-up yesterday. glad everything goes ok. :)
i put on 2.8kg in the past month, which to the gynae is ok. she mentions to me to be ideal to put on 12-14kg in my pregnancy. i will come to the weight part in another topic.
jeff's colleague tells him his wife request for DHA pills, aka fish oil (good for baby's brain), and the gynae gives the pills to his wife in accordance.
so jeff ask about the need for prescription of DHA and calcium pills to me, and whether to continue with the iron pills.
the gynae tells me my blood count is very good. so for iron pills i will now take alternate days, instead of on a daily basis. she also mentions that she will advise not to prescribe DHA and calcium pills for me, since my blood count is good. and she is a firm believer in balance nutrition and just eat enough fishes will do, and not overeat. as she mentions as well that another side-effect of DHA pills is the fact of deep sea fish having mercury. so it is practically a 2-edge sword topic. then i ask about eating "shark's fins soup" at weddings. she mentions the shark's fins soup has only little sharks fins and taking a bowl once every week is harmless, none compared to the DHA pills.
well, so jeff and KK gynae just go nodding heads, while i listen. well their so called tagline "everythings just eat, but in moderations". i can hear jeff says this a few times every dae. so naggy.
it looks as if jeff is pregnant rather than me. am glad he actually talks to his colleagues to find out things as well, which although i think i already done enough homework. :)
i put on 2.8kg in the past month, which to the gynae is ok. she mentions to me to be ideal to put on 12-14kg in my pregnancy. i will come to the weight part in another topic.
jeff's colleague tells him his wife request for DHA pills, aka fish oil (good for baby's brain), and the gynae gives the pills to his wife in accordance.
so jeff ask about the need for prescription of DHA and calcium pills to me, and whether to continue with the iron pills.
the gynae tells me my blood count is very good. so for iron pills i will now take alternate days, instead of on a daily basis. she also mentions that she will advise not to prescribe DHA and calcium pills for me, since my blood count is good. and she is a firm believer in balance nutrition and just eat enough fishes will do, and not overeat. as she mentions as well that another side-effect of DHA pills is the fact of deep sea fish having mercury. so it is practically a 2-edge sword topic. then i ask about eating "shark's fins soup" at weddings. she mentions the shark's fins soup has only little sharks fins and taking a bowl once every week is harmless, none compared to the DHA pills.
well, so jeff and KK gynae just go nodding heads, while i listen. well their so called tagline "everythings just eat, but in moderations". i can hear jeff says this a few times every dae. so naggy.
it looks as if jeff is pregnant rather than me. am glad he actually talks to his colleagues to find out things as well, which although i think i already done enough homework. :)
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
stretch-mark cream ; maternity clothes
-- stretch-mark creams: after research, i buy "palm cocoa butter" stretch-mark lotion and will spread over my body every evening after bath, before sleepy.
well the gynae mentions stretch-marks is really individual basis. so just keep the tummy moisturise and try not to skretch when you feel itchy.
KK promotes "palm cocoa butter" in the pharmacy and at a good price. so i buy this. so far usage so good.
-- maternity clothes: honestly i will try not to get maternity clothes as far as concern. bought 2 maternity pants for work, as i have many comfortable tops to go with the bottoms.
bought a maternity dress on discount. the rest of the dresses are from my mum.
bought a couple of trendy hot-mama tops from warehouse... hehe
intend to get some dresses that are flair down from the waist, and revealing on the chest area. well, tat's my style.
see how it goes. jeff and me go to the maternity-exchange shop to look at rental maternity clothes. the clothes on rental also expensive..... and the clothes dun really catch my eye. so decided not to rent.
perhaps when i am heavy and need a dress for attending wedding/parties and the current wardrobe cannot fit, i will wrap a pc of niece cloth around me or rent from the shop. honest, not kidding.
well the gynae mentions stretch-marks is really individual basis. so just keep the tummy moisturise and try not to skretch when you feel itchy.
KK promotes "palm cocoa butter" in the pharmacy and at a good price. so i buy this. so far usage so good.
-- maternity clothes: honestly i will try not to get maternity clothes as far as concern. bought 2 maternity pants for work, as i have many comfortable tops to go with the bottoms.
bought a maternity dress on discount. the rest of the dresses are from my mum.
bought a couple of trendy hot-mama tops from warehouse... hehe
intend to get some dresses that are flair down from the waist, and revealing on the chest area. well, tat's my style.
see how it goes. jeff and me go to the maternity-exchange shop to look at rental maternity clothes. the clothes on rental also expensive..... and the clothes dun really catch my eye. so decided not to rent.
perhaps when i am heavy and need a dress for attending wedding/parties and the current wardrobe cannot fit, i will wrap a pc of niece cloth around me or rent from the shop. honest, not kidding.
Household arrangement: Lean management
after the discussion with both mums, jeff and me are now looking into household arrangement.
with christmas, new year & CNY seasons coming, we shall have a round of lean management of household stuff & clean-up before bb arrives.
-- living room & store-room: space is still our priority, and we will stick to that.
-- kitchen: some arrangements will be needed and more slow-cookers and pots will come in, as we foresee more stewing coming up. lean is still our priority, and not congestion. the toilet in the kitchen will be for diaper-wash, soaking miscellaneous washing activity.
-- master bed-room: not much change. most prob will add a babycot's place.
-- entertainment room: some arrangements is needed, and we shall have another babycot in this room, so that jeff still can get himself entertained while taking care of bb during weekends and evenings, and i can sleep on the mattress, while jeff gets entertained by his computer, ps2, x-box, etc, with bb in the same small room.
-- 3rd room: this room is empty. will get a sofa bed & mattress for any mum who wans to stay overnight. will get a tv in the room as well, and a stack of cheap lean cupboards for putting necessities and bb stuff.
tentatively this should be the arrangement.
with christmas, new year & CNY seasons coming, we shall have a round of lean management of household stuff & clean-up before bb arrives.
-- living room & store-room: space is still our priority, and we will stick to that.
-- kitchen: some arrangements will be needed and more slow-cookers and pots will come in, as we foresee more stewing coming up. lean is still our priority, and not congestion. the toilet in the kitchen will be for diaper-wash, soaking miscellaneous washing activity.
-- master bed-room: not much change. most prob will add a babycot's place.
-- entertainment room: some arrangements is needed, and we shall have another babycot in this room, so that jeff still can get himself entertained while taking care of bb during weekends and evenings, and i can sleep on the mattress, while jeff gets entertained by his computer, ps2, x-box, etc, with bb in the same small room.
-- 3rd room: this room is empty. will get a sofa bed & mattress for any mum who wans to stay overnight. will get a tv in the room as well, and a stack of cheap lean cupboards for putting necessities and bb stuff.
tentatively this should be the arrangement.
Open Discussion: Confinement plus BB-care
to be honest, i have hear many genuine stories of confinement ladies, MILs etc and new-mums having loads of argument over confinement and bb-care.
analysing the situations, i tink nobody is really in the wrong shoes. everyone is kan cheong over new-borns and have their own best way and approach to provide for the bb. not seeing eye-to-eye brings about problems.
i have not experience this as yet, and so far my relationship with both mums are still ok. honestly i hope not to jeopardise this relationship. have been talking with jeff for some time, and finally on the weekend that has just passed, we have an open discussion with mum and MIL at in-laws place.
Confinement: Confinement lady cost about $1800-2500. And i heard that babies born in the chinese month Nov till CNY, confinement lady will ask for $500 more as market rate, as year-end is baby-boom period. after i learn about this, i am ?!?!?! puzzled.
-- we will have both mums to do confinement for me.
a)MIL is 48 years old and she is experience with cooking and bb-care. so she will cook and help in taking care of the bb for me, and she stays a few blocks away, so walking back home not a problem.
b)my mum will take care of me and with other light household chores.
i will split $2300 between 2 of them, with MIL getting more. both agreed. foods, diapers etc will be aside.
i have bring out the topic that we will have argements along the way, but please trash it out as long as not happy. well easier said than done. wait till actual situations and we shall see.
BB-care: MIL is our best option and everyone agrees. my mum is physically not able to take care of a new-born but she would like to have more time seeing her grandchild.
after discussion, i understand my mum likes to do her housework in the morning, and my MIL likes to do her housework after dinner in the evening.
so before we go work, bb will be in MIL's care. we will bring the bb home in the evening. since our house is very near, not an issue.
my mum's place is 2 bus-stops away, not very far either. if my mum wans to see her grandchild, she shall call my MIL and go her place from afternoon onwards.
if anytime my MIL needs to run errands or go mahjong in the afternoon, she will meet my mum at my place ard 2pm, and my mum will take care of bb at my place in the afternoon. when we are home, we will send her back.
mainly we will pay my MIL for bb-care. will reimburse my mum in accordance if she takes care of bb more.
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so far this is the arrangement, and we shall change as tings changes.
analysing the situations, i tink nobody is really in the wrong shoes. everyone is kan cheong over new-borns and have their own best way and approach to provide for the bb. not seeing eye-to-eye brings about problems.
i have not experience this as yet, and so far my relationship with both mums are still ok. honestly i hope not to jeopardise this relationship. have been talking with jeff for some time, and finally on the weekend that has just passed, we have an open discussion with mum and MIL at in-laws place.
Confinement: Confinement lady cost about $1800-2500. And i heard that babies born in the chinese month Nov till CNY, confinement lady will ask for $500 more as market rate, as year-end is baby-boom period. after i learn about this, i am ?!?!?! puzzled.
-- we will have both mums to do confinement for me.
a)MIL is 48 years old and she is experience with cooking and bb-care. so she will cook and help in taking care of the bb for me, and she stays a few blocks away, so walking back home not a problem.
b)my mum will take care of me and with other light household chores.
i will split $2300 between 2 of them, with MIL getting more. both agreed. foods, diapers etc will be aside.
i have bring out the topic that we will have argements along the way, but please trash it out as long as not happy. well easier said than done. wait till actual situations and we shall see.
BB-care: MIL is our best option and everyone agrees. my mum is physically not able to take care of a new-born but she would like to have more time seeing her grandchild.
after discussion, i understand my mum likes to do her housework in the morning, and my MIL likes to do her housework after dinner in the evening.
so before we go work, bb will be in MIL's care. we will bring the bb home in the evening. since our house is very near, not an issue.
my mum's place is 2 bus-stops away, not very far either. if my mum wans to see her grandchild, she shall call my MIL and go her place from afternoon onwards.
if anytime my MIL needs to run errands or go mahjong in the afternoon, she will meet my mum at my place ard 2pm, and my mum will take care of bb at my place in the afternoon. when we are home, we will send her back.
mainly we will pay my MIL for bb-care. will reimburse my mum in accordance if she takes care of bb more.
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so far this is the arrangement, and we shall change as tings changes.
my mummy's dresses of 20 years
my mum comes to my house last week and passes me 3 dresses. she tells me they are around 20 years or older and she has washes them. the clothes still look new and they are not maternity dresses.
my mum tells me during her time, there is a trend to wear like chinese singer "Feng(4) Fei(1)Fei(1)", with flair dresses from waist down and hats.
the dresses are quite pretty actually and 1 of them if black-and-white pokka dots. i wear them to office, and everyone says the dresses are pretty. (well i always wear black pants and normal tops to work, hence when colleagues see me in dresses, they say i look "extremely" different.)
i thank my mum, and she indeed maintain her dresses well.
i ask her why she never throws them away, she says not spoilt and she already has at the back of her mind to pass to me since she knows she has a daughter years ago. :) that sounds sweet.
my mum tells me during her time, there is a trend to wear like chinese singer "Feng(4) Fei(1)Fei(1)", with flair dresses from waist down and hats.
the dresses are quite pretty actually and 1 of them if black-and-white pokka dots. i wear them to office, and everyone says the dresses are pretty. (well i always wear black pants and normal tops to work, hence when colleagues see me in dresses, they say i look "extremely" different.)
i thank my mum, and she indeed maintain her dresses well.
i ask her why she never throws them away, she says not spoilt and she already has at the back of her mind to pass to me since she knows she has a daughter years ago. :) that sounds sweet.
What-to-eat ; what-not-to-eat
As i start to wear maternity clothes and more people at work and in my personal circle of relatives and frens who koe i am pregnant, they have been warmly telling me advices of what-to-do-and-nots, what-to-eat-and-nots.
i hear all these comments with open minds and ears, and take it as a good learning curve as i go through the experience.
back in my mind, likewise jeff's quote "everyting can eat, just eat in moderations", i will just eat foods that i want to eat, and make sure i dun overdose on certain foods.
basically other than certain foods that i avoid like herbal soups, "cold foods" like chinese tea, pineapple and clams, i practically eat everything else. cold drinks, mala hotpot, sushi i still continue and in moderations. that is my thinking and i will just stick to it.
learning to enjoy my pregnancy, and am starting to schedule more "atas" eating appointments like buffets, high-teas etc. :)
i hear all these comments with open minds and ears, and take it as a good learning curve as i go through the experience.
back in my mind, likewise jeff's quote "everyting can eat, just eat in moderations", i will just eat foods that i want to eat, and make sure i dun overdose on certain foods.
basically other than certain foods that i avoid like herbal soups, "cold foods" like chinese tea, pineapple and clams, i practically eat everything else. cold drinks, mala hotpot, sushi i still continue and in moderations. that is my thinking and i will just stick to it.
learning to enjoy my pregnancy, and am starting to schedule more "atas" eating appointments like buffets, high-teas etc. :)
Bigger appetite
my appetite in november has increased quite a bit. i can eat more meals, and we have tried to stock up snacks and fruits at home and both at work.
am trying to eat healthily as well, as i also hope not to put on too much weight that will be difficult to shed later.
jeff is now more happy to have meals with me, as i dun have to snear at his foods or cover my nose or sit further away from him when we have meals together.
parents are starting their "exaggerating" ordeal of cooking and stuffing me with bird nests and soups. in order to prevent me eating maggie noodles at night, while feeling hungry, both mums make an effort to cook soups and place extras in the fridge.
so if i am hungry, i can cook the noodles or mee suan using the soup they cook, so consider healthy. they are really very effort, and i wonder i will do that for my future kids or in-laws. nevertheless, i feel their concern warmly.
am trying to eat healthily as well, as i also hope not to put on too much weight that will be difficult to shed later.
jeff is now more happy to have meals with me, as i dun have to snear at his foods or cover my nose or sit further away from him when we have meals together.
parents are starting their "exaggerating" ordeal of cooking and stuffing me with bird nests and soups. in order to prevent me eating maggie noodles at night, while feeling hungry, both mums make an effort to cook soups and place extras in the fridge.
so if i am hungry, i can cook the noodles or mee suan using the soup they cook, so consider healthy. they are really very effort, and i wonder i will do that for my future kids or in-laws. nevertheless, i feel their concern warmly.
Black shit
Am on iron pills in for weeks, and the gynae does mention that stomach may experience discomfort. so far, still ok for me. but i do notice i do not get to clear my bowels everyday, and the shit is basically black.
i showed jeff my shit, and he says "yucks"... hehe
i showed jeff my shit, and he says "yucks"... hehe
Thursday, November 8, 2007
recent cravings....
1) my work place is at tuas gul circle. i go back to work just on the mondae and tuesdae that passes.
on mondae when i am queueing to board the bus at jurong bus interchange, i have a sudden craving for coconut rice, yes nasi lemak.
i actually buy floss bread for breakfast on sundae, but i have no appetite for tat at all.
the craving is so strong. so i decide to buy a packet at jurong point, even though i miss the bus.
the craving goes the same on tuesdae and yesterdae during deepavali.
2) durians: these few days i feel like eating durians after dinner at night. it is a strong craving as well. i do have mangoes in my fridge, but cannot substitute the craving for durians.
now is not the durian season, so balestier has no durians. jeff has to drive me to geylang, and i always buy $5 of durians. i love the sweet, bitter and meaty type.
strange.
on mondae when i am queueing to board the bus at jurong bus interchange, i have a sudden craving for coconut rice, yes nasi lemak.
i actually buy floss bread for breakfast on sundae, but i have no appetite for tat at all.
the craving is so strong. so i decide to buy a packet at jurong point, even though i miss the bus.
the craving goes the same on tuesdae and yesterdae during deepavali.
2) durians: these few days i feel like eating durians after dinner at night. it is a strong craving as well. i do have mangoes in my fridge, but cannot substitute the craving for durians.
now is not the durian season, so balestier has no durians. jeff has to drive me to geylang, and i always buy $5 of durians. i love the sweet, bitter and meaty type.
strange.
work travel schedule 2008
i am going back to office for meetings lately, as year-end is near, and there are many plans for 2008-2009 that needs to be tie-down. well, my travelling schedule for 2008 is out as well.
but basically i will not be able to travel till august 2008, so a product manager and intern will be covering the travelling for me.
i see on the calendar that i need to travel to germany for 2 weeks in sep, and then continuously frequent travelling till end of 2008.
well, i have not carry the bb in my hands as yet, hence i do not koe how much i will miss him/her when i travel. i believe i will work tings out. :)
but basically i will not be able to travel till august 2008, so a product manager and intern will be covering the travelling for me.
i see on the calendar that i need to travel to germany for 2 weeks in sep, and then continuously frequent travelling till end of 2008.
well, i have not carry the bb in my hands as yet, hence i do not koe how much i will miss him/her when i travel. i believe i will work tings out. :)
Bad Breath
i realise the smell in my mouth and breath is stronger and smellier when i wake up in the morning, since pregnant. wonder if there is more plaque in the mouth or.....
now the first ting i will do when i wake up is to brush teeth.
now the first ting i will do when i wake up is to brush teeth.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Scan
Go to hospital for scan today. the baby is sleeping. when i see the scan on the screen, i call out "hello, little fren". the baby legs start to move. the person who do the scan for me, and me laugh.
that is quite sweet.
that is quite sweet.
Weight
Weight: I get to weigh myself today in the hospital after so many weeks. Am now 60.7kg.
Am a little surprise, becos before i am pregnant i am about 66-67kg. so i do lost quite a few kilos from the symptoms.
So i guess a few weeks ago i should be even thinner, since my appetite picks up a couple of weeks ago.
bought 2 books from mph: 1) baby growth week by week 2) healthy eating during pregnancy from novena. well honestly i considered myself quite a "neow" or savings person. these 2 books cost $60+.
i koe we can get these books from the library, but i just want to own them and read week by week.
tink it is time i put some efforts into my diet. i hope not to put on kilos that will be hard to shed after birth as well.
jeff always has the mentality and keeps telling me, what i wat to eat just eat. everyting is ok, jus in moderations. i koe my paranoid self, so am also trying not to add paranoia of any form in the coming months.
Am a little surprise, becos before i am pregnant i am about 66-67kg. so i do lost quite a few kilos from the symptoms.
So i guess a few weeks ago i should be even thinner, since my appetite picks up a couple of weeks ago.
bought 2 books from mph: 1) baby growth week by week 2) healthy eating during pregnancy from novena. well honestly i considered myself quite a "neow" or savings person. these 2 books cost $60+.
i koe we can get these books from the library, but i just want to own them and read week by week.
tink it is time i put some efforts into my diet. i hope not to put on kilos that will be hard to shed after birth as well.
jeff always has the mentality and keeps telling me, what i wat to eat just eat. everyting is ok, jus in moderations. i koe my paranoid self, so am also trying not to add paranoia of any form in the coming months.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
No puking for a few days
have no puking signs for a few days. hand-in-hand though my nose is still very sensitive, but more tolerant to "undigested" smells.
the first big accomplishment is tat on the previous thursdae afternoon, i have a strong sudden urge to drink turtle soup. took a cab and take myself to macpherson. i finished the whole $13 bowl of soup and meat (tat's the smallest size). asked for no wine added. ate half a bowl of white rice too. do personally feel good after that as for quite some time i have not have the "eating" feel.
(am at sandy's place on wednesday)
on fridae afternoon, indri comes and visits me. she buys a packet of mee pok fish ball noodles and add chilli. i finis the whole packet!!! and drinks half a cup of sugar cane water.
the overall feeling is really good. though i can only down a meal a dae, it is a big accomplishment to me after weeks/mths.
the first big accomplishment is tat on the previous thursdae afternoon, i have a strong sudden urge to drink turtle soup. took a cab and take myself to macpherson. i finished the whole $13 bowl of soup and meat (tat's the smallest size). asked for no wine added. ate half a bowl of white rice too. do personally feel good after that as for quite some time i have not have the "eating" feel.
(am at sandy's place on wednesday)
on fridae afternoon, indri comes and visits me. she buys a packet of mee pok fish ball noodles and add chilli. i finis the whole packet!!! and drinks half a cup of sugar cane water.
the overall feeling is really good. though i can only down a meal a dae, it is a big accomplishment to me after weeks/mths.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Travel
realise i need to be in hong kong in december for a few days for end-year wrap-up meeting, talking about numbers and evalution plans. jan 2008 need to be in japan shibuya for region's new year plans and targets meeting for a few days as well.
will check with gynae if i am fit to travel then. most probably will redeem ticket for my hubby or mother to come along as well. heard from the travel secretary regarding company travel policy is that if pregnant women from the company need to travel, will be ask to take first class sq flights. heart a bit itchy but of course my priority is different now in comparison to travelling.
will just wait for the gynae visit and see how it goes.
wonder if i have travel too much. with weeks spent working from home and in singapore, i feel funny and realise i suddenly feel very very free, like a type of "retirement" status, which is definitely not suitable for me now.
will check with gynae if i am fit to travel then. most probably will redeem ticket for my hubby or mother to come along as well. heard from the travel secretary regarding company travel policy is that if pregnant women from the company need to travel, will be ask to take first class sq flights. heart a bit itchy but of course my priority is different now in comparison to travelling.
will just wait for the gynae visit and see how it goes.
wonder if i have travel too much. with weeks spent working from home and in singapore, i feel funny and realise i suddenly feel very very free, like a type of "retirement" status, which is definitely not suitable for me now.
Friday, October 12, 2007
baby stuff cannot buy till last few weeks
in-laws have been coming to our house. they have been telling us many times, that we cannot buy any baby stuff till last few weeks or daes before delivery.
for bantung purpose.
MIL also mentions there will be a lot of supplies from jeff's "aunties" as there are many baby stuff which they do not need anymore. will be good to use baby things from babies who have grow healthily. to be honest, i really dun mind. jeff too. so this request we are ok.
then jeff says "i can print or buy baby photos or not?" cheekily. that my in-laws say ok.
so now, we can only do window shopping and happily look and think what we want. but still early lah.
to be honest, me and jeff are quite ok with these. parents do have their bantung ways but we know they are for our good and will not harm us. since marriage till now, what they say, we are quite ok. nothing really very "not meets the eye" among us, that needs to cause arguments or quarrells.
jeff and me always have the mentality since we paitoh. well, rather that they nag or something happens and they say "because this is not done", we rather be good children and just let them do what makes the 4 of them happy. of course when things dun sound too "normal' and we will just voice out. and then the method to do things are "modified" to make everyone happy.
as long as they happy, we are also fine.
for bantung purpose.
MIL also mentions there will be a lot of supplies from jeff's "aunties" as there are many baby stuff which they do not need anymore. will be good to use baby things from babies who have grow healthily. to be honest, i really dun mind. jeff too. so this request we are ok.
then jeff says "i can print or buy baby photos or not?" cheekily. that my in-laws say ok.
so now, we can only do window shopping and happily look and think what we want. but still early lah.
to be honest, me and jeff are quite ok with these. parents do have their bantung ways but we know they are for our good and will not harm us. since marriage till now, what they say, we are quite ok. nothing really very "not meets the eye" among us, that needs to cause arguments or quarrells.
jeff and me always have the mentality since we paitoh. well, rather that they nag or something happens and they say "because this is not done", we rather be good children and just let them do what makes the 4 of them happy. of course when things dun sound too "normal' and we will just voice out. and then the method to do things are "modified" to make everyone happy.
as long as they happy, we are also fine.
Mothers ; Bird Nests
My mum has been coming to my house recently, after knowing i am working from home.
whenever she comes, she will start to add water to the fish tank and feed them. she will always say this "the big big fatties. have your food and be even fat fat". quite cute actually.
then she will see the clothes before. either wash or collect clothes and iron. then boil water, then vacuum and then...... i have observe her for some time and it is always the same routine. told her many times jus to rest, and she will start to move about. haiz.....
yesterday she comes with a 6-pack bird nest. and says this pack has been at home and nobody drinks. since your appetite will be picking up soon but not now, i can drink these bottled ones. she then adds these bottled ones are only sugar water with a wee bit of bird nest.
then she says this sundae morning she will go "gai gai' with my MIL, and they have agree it is time to shop for the "real stuff". i said "what?"
they say we are going to invest in birdnests and take turns to cook for you. trust us, it will be real stuff. i then tell her can don't be exaggerating or not. please do not spend too much. she says should be budget 1k on bird nests from both of them. if finish then see how it goes.
i tell her to give me the 1k and i buy myself. then she says "you though 1k bird nest can eat very long?".
i like bird nests. tried the ones both of them make before, not bad. but the money part i jus feel a bit of heart pain. to me, it is just another form of nutrition.
she sounds insistent. jeff calls my MIL. she also says insistent and says, "dun worry. the 1k we can win back from genting."
haiz.....
whenever she comes, she will start to add water to the fish tank and feed them. she will always say this "the big big fatties. have your food and be even fat fat". quite cute actually.
then she will see the clothes before. either wash or collect clothes and iron. then boil water, then vacuum and then...... i have observe her for some time and it is always the same routine. told her many times jus to rest, and she will start to move about. haiz.....
yesterday she comes with a 6-pack bird nest. and says this pack has been at home and nobody drinks. since your appetite will be picking up soon but not now, i can drink these bottled ones. she then adds these bottled ones are only sugar water with a wee bit of bird nest.
then she says this sundae morning she will go "gai gai' with my MIL, and they have agree it is time to shop for the "real stuff". i said "what?"
they say we are going to invest in birdnests and take turns to cook for you. trust us, it will be real stuff. i then tell her can don't be exaggerating or not. please do not spend too much. she says should be budget 1k on bird nests from both of them. if finish then see how it goes.
i tell her to give me the 1k and i buy myself. then she says "you though 1k bird nest can eat very long?".
i like bird nests. tried the ones both of them make before, not bad. but the money part i jus feel a bit of heart pain. to me, it is just another form of nutrition.
she sounds insistent. jeff calls my MIL. she also says insistent and says, "dun worry. the 1k we can win back from genting."
haiz.....
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Working from home
management have a discussion with me, and thinks working from home will be the best arrangement for me. i am glad and agree.
Sunday, October 7, 2007
Puking at in-laws place ; darly toothpaste
we have sunday dinners as usual at in-laws place. MIL does cook a couple of dishes that i like to eat, and i really appreciate that.
as i help to carry the dishes from the kitchen to the living room, the smell suddenly cause my oesophagus to contract unwillingly, and vomit comes right up to my mouth.
wants to go to the kitchen but MIL is cleaning the floors and slippery. i go upstairs to use the common toilet but mark is in there. so i go to in-laws room toilet, and yes, walking slowly due to my spotting condition, and with a mouthful of puke and taking it cool.
once facing the toilet bowl, i vomit. jeff comes up and helps to clean the toilet afterwards. i squeeze some darly toothpaste on my finger to get rid of the smell in my mouth. strange as it is, i feel i like the darly toothpaste. (have been using colgate all along at home, even at mum's place). tells jeff about it and he buys a tube later.
guess i will bring a tube of darly toothpaste to work place as well.
as i help to carry the dishes from the kitchen to the living room, the smell suddenly cause my oesophagus to contract unwillingly, and vomit comes right up to my mouth.
wants to go to the kitchen but MIL is cleaning the floors and slippery. i go upstairs to use the common toilet but mark is in there. so i go to in-laws room toilet, and yes, walking slowly due to my spotting condition, and with a mouthful of puke and taking it cool.
once facing the toilet bowl, i vomit. jeff comes up and helps to clean the toilet afterwards. i squeeze some darly toothpaste on my finger to get rid of the smell in my mouth. strange as it is, i feel i like the darly toothpaste. (have been using colgate all along at home, even at mum's place). tells jeff about it and he buys a tube later.
guess i will bring a tube of darly toothpaste to work place as well.
Thursday, October 4, 2007
all the changes to my body, and jeff
these changes to my body is like a miracle. i feel it and jeff keeps telling me to be strong.
he takes on all the chores in the house, and he has to wash toilets everyday, due to my vomitting. and he hopes the smell dun gets into me. i cannot thank him any further, and realise he has grow and mature further.
every ultrasound scan to check on our little one, just makes us going home feeling happier. a type of happiness that only both of us shares.
the rest of the nauseating, vommiting, spotting just does not matter, as long as our little one is healthy and safe.
i feel a deeper bond between jeff and me.
he takes on all the chores in the house, and he has to wash toilets everyday, due to my vomitting. and he hopes the smell dun gets into me. i cannot thank him any further, and realise he has grow and mature further.
every ultrasound scan to check on our little one, just makes us going home feeling happier. a type of happiness that only both of us shares.
the rest of the nauseating, vommiting, spotting just does not matter, as long as our little one is healthy and safe.
i feel a deeper bond between jeff and me.
lost weight
i am still vomitting after weeks. plastic bags become my needed item whenever i am, even in different parts of the house.
colleagues tell me i lost weight, especially male colleagues.
we talk to the gynae as this is worrying me. she tells us the baby's needed nutrients are all equipped in the womb during the 1st trimester. so u are "nutritious" enough for the baby. in fact the more sick u are, shows that the baby is growing well, and dun really need anything extra.
we said "huh?"
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well, i just listen to the gynae. i choose not to tell and share with anyone partly cos i tink it will be better after 3 months, and also i do not wan to hear 1001 opinions from everyone, as gynae tells me every pregnancy is different.
i also dun go to internet and read horror stories, and add pressure to myself.
so practically i just rest and act according to the gynae's golden words as we trust her.
colleagues tell me i lost weight, especially male colleagues.
we talk to the gynae as this is worrying me. she tells us the baby's needed nutrients are all equipped in the womb during the 1st trimester. so u are "nutritious" enough for the baby. in fact the more sick u are, shows that the baby is growing well, and dun really need anything extra.
we said "huh?"
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well, i just listen to the gynae. i choose not to tell and share with anyone partly cos i tink it will be better after 3 months, and also i do not wan to hear 1001 opinions from everyone, as gynae tells me every pregnancy is different.
i also dun go to internet and read horror stories, and add pressure to myself.
so practically i just rest and act according to the gynae's golden words as we trust her.
Nauseous ; Vomits ; Smell ; Foods
right after i am discharged from hospital, i realise a rapid decline in my appetite. i dun feel nauseous or vomitting, but i can go on the whole day without food.
i am thinking if i really wants to lose weight and go on a diet, this type of appetite will be great.
poor jeff. he tries to buy a little of my favorite foods after work. but i really cannot and dun feel like eating.
poor parents. they try to cook nice and good foods for me, but i have no appetite as well
i talk to the gynae and she tells me my pregnancy symptoms are starting.
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1 morning, i brush teeth, and immediately on an empty stomach i vomitted yellow acid water. i vomit a few times later. tried to force some food down though i have no appetite, but i could feel the stomach acid juices running.
practically whatever downs comes out.
this vomitting comes with nauseousness. i realise i am extremely sensitive to smell. whatever i eat needs to go through my nose first. the smell of neighbours downstairs cooking also cause me to vomit. the commercials on tv of food also triggers vomitting.
and i really can go on days without eating!!! but for the sake of medicine, i need to crunch soda biscuits and plain water. yes i vomit if i drink too much plain water too.
i worry everybody ard who loves me.
i am thinking if i really wants to lose weight and go on a diet, this type of appetite will be great.
poor jeff. he tries to buy a little of my favorite foods after work. but i really cannot and dun feel like eating.
poor parents. they try to cook nice and good foods for me, but i have no appetite as well
i talk to the gynae and she tells me my pregnancy symptoms are starting.
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1 morning, i brush teeth, and immediately on an empty stomach i vomitted yellow acid water. i vomit a few times later. tried to force some food down though i have no appetite, but i could feel the stomach acid juices running.
practically whatever downs comes out.
this vomitting comes with nauseousness. i realise i am extremely sensitive to smell. whatever i eat needs to go through my nose first. the smell of neighbours downstairs cooking also cause me to vomit. the commercials on tv of food also triggers vomitting.
and i really can go on days without eating!!! but for the sake of medicine, i need to crunch soda biscuits and plain water. yes i vomit if i drink too much plain water too.
i worry everybody ard who loves me.
going back to work
i try to go back to work half day on an alternate day basis when my spotting gets much better. my boss allows me to work from home, which i am glad about.
jeff and parents ask me to be extra careful.
jeff and parents ask me to be extra careful.
on hospitalisation leave till end october
my bleeding reduces to spotting. in the 1st week after discharged, gynae asks me to stay home and bed-ridden as much as possible.
i stay home and i tink i watch as much tv as i can get to in 1 year accumulated!!! and i watch harry porter series 4 times as well. then lord of the rings, then.....
i have to go back for weekly check-ups and given hormone pills. ultrasound scans show a foetus growing healthily in the water bag. that is the biggest relief to us.
gynae cannot explain the reason of the bleeding, and says perhaps it is implantation bleeding.
i stay home and i tink i watch as much tv as i can get to in 1 year accumulated!!! and i watch harry porter series 4 times as well. then lord of the rings, then.....
i have to go back for weekly check-ups and given hormone pills. ultrasound scans show a foetus growing healthily in the water bag. that is the biggest relief to us.
gynae cannot explain the reason of the bleeding, and says perhaps it is implantation bleeding.
hospitalised and discharged
i am hospitalised for a few days and given hospitalisation leave.
the time spent is, yes, entirely boring.
reasons: 1) at this moment, only our 4 parents and us in the family circle know about my pregnancy (in the official way), not even our siblings. so my visitors are only 5 people. :)
we intend to tell our parents later, in a lighter manner to make them happy upon hearing the news. having to know the news in such a situation makes them worry.
but their care and concern makes me feel loved, and i realise how blessed i am.
(the other people who only knows about my pregnancy is 1) my boss, as i need to stop my travelling 2) indri and roy in my 1 circle of close frens. that is by chance. for indri's case is because she ask me if i want to carry her baby during diana's house gathering, but i said i can't. she saw right through me that i am pregnant. for roy, he asked me during the gathering whether i am planning for a kid. my hesitance gave me away as well)
but none of them know i am hospitalised, and i dun intend to till later.
2) i tell my boss later, which is the 6th person, who gets to know about my hospitalisation. he likes to visit me, and actually intends to tell HR to send flowers/gifts etc.
i tell him not to tell and keep it to himself, and i dun wan to see any visitors from work. he respects me.
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ths hospital food.... i do not want to describe. jeff tries to buy little foods that i like to feed me.
the little gesture of him touching my belly and talking to baby to be strong touches me, i should say touches us.
the time spent is, yes, entirely boring.
reasons: 1) at this moment, only our 4 parents and us in the family circle know about my pregnancy (in the official way), not even our siblings. so my visitors are only 5 people. :)
we intend to tell our parents later, in a lighter manner to make them happy upon hearing the news. having to know the news in such a situation makes them worry.
but their care and concern makes me feel loved, and i realise how blessed i am.
(the other people who only knows about my pregnancy is 1) my boss, as i need to stop my travelling 2) indri and roy in my 1 circle of close frens. that is by chance. for indri's case is because she ask me if i want to carry her baby during diana's house gathering, but i said i can't. she saw right through me that i am pregnant. for roy, he asked me during the gathering whether i am planning for a kid. my hesitance gave me away as well)
but none of them know i am hospitalised, and i dun intend to till later.
2) i tell my boss later, which is the 6th person, who gets to know about my hospitalisation. he likes to visit me, and actually intends to tell HR to send flowers/gifts etc.
i tell him not to tell and keep it to himself, and i dun wan to see any visitors from work. he respects me.
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ths hospital food.... i do not want to describe. jeff tries to buy little foods that i like to feed me.
the little gesture of him touching my belly and talking to baby to be strong touches me, i should say touches us.
bleeding during early pregnancy
in the mid sep 2007 (i know the exact date, but i choose not to note down and remember it):
i experience bleeding at home. i am scare, freeze and feel totally lost. i scream for jeff. he comes to me and look at my panties and my thighs and immediately he carries me and we are heading for kk hospital 24-hr clinic.
i am crying, yes, all the way. he tries to calms me but i koe he feels the same as i do too. once at the hospital, i am treated.
the ultrasound shows the foetus and the waterbag.
am given a hormone oil-based progesterone injection on the muscles on my thigh, and warded.
i am told to lay bed-ridden until bleeding stops.
this is really one of the experience in my life i will always remember.
i would say if u have the intention and love for the baby, u will feel what i feel.
i experience bleeding at home. i am scare, freeze and feel totally lost. i scream for jeff. he comes to me and look at my panties and my thighs and immediately he carries me and we are heading for kk hospital 24-hr clinic.
i am crying, yes, all the way. he tries to calms me but i koe he feels the same as i do too. once at the hospital, i am treated.
the ultrasound shows the foetus and the waterbag.
am given a hormone oil-based progesterone injection on the muscles on my thigh, and warded.
i am told to lay bed-ridden until bleeding stops.
this is really one of the experience in my life i will always remember.
i would say if u have the intention and love for the baby, u will feel what i feel.
checked hcg level
I need to do a blood test so I went ahead. The gynae tells me my hcg level is very high.
so i asked "what does that mean?" The gynae says that means you may be having more than 1 foetus. i told jeff and he goes "huh?"
but we will have to wait for the scan later to check the heartbeat and the presence of the number of little ones.
we have mixed feelings.
so i asked "what does that mean?" The gynae says that means you may be having more than 1 foetus. i told jeff and he goes "huh?"
but we will have to wait for the scan later to check the heartbeat and the presence of the number of little ones.
we have mixed feelings.
Pregnant & Presence of our little cow-wind
Early Sep 2007, I am late so we went for check-up. Doctor tells us "Congratulations!"
That's when we realise the presence of our first little cow-wind. :)
we decided to go back to our gynae at KK for check-up and further confirmation. we also discuss not to tell anyone, so only the both of us know about this "big news of our little one."
so whenever we have silent moments and look at each other, we will smile teethwide and know what we are happy about - the little-big secret within.
That's when we realise the presence of our first little cow-wind. :)
we decided to go back to our gynae at KK for check-up and further confirmation. we also discuss not to tell anyone, so only the both of us know about this "big news of our little one."
so whenever we have silent moments and look at each other, we will smile teethwide and know what we are happy about - the little-big secret within.
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