My boy's "Magazine" will be out in a week's time. He is featured on a magazine cover. :)
Will scan and post his photos once it is out.
Cannot wait to do the irritating thing to tell everyone that's my son.
In office, I will show everyone especially my boss that "This is the product that I have managed over the past 3 months. Now I am a Regional Product Manager, and I tink I can manage every product well that comes into my hands".
Hope the hint is clear that there may be pay raise, and/or Senior Manager or Director position coming along. Well, well, well... these are my dreams again, and I will work for them...
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Hope and "Can-Fight-Any-Battle"
People tells me i can be intimidating, because of the persistence i have in the tings i do, and the drive that is always so positive and trying to do so many things to learn to balance tings well.
guess with my boy coming along, this persistence is even stronger.
Hope: It does not make me as what others said, "after you have your kids, kids are the most important and you should drop everyting to be with them". i do agree to a certain extend. but i tink having kids give me hope that I should love life and balance tings well, pursue my dreams as i wanted and to share my doings and realisation of dreams with them. i hope to bring them up in this way to love life, and to create and walk a path of life the way they want it. Not meaning to be selfish, for not living your life for others.
i always tink that when you tell others that i have hope because i live my life for you, and i tink the other person who hears it will feel stressful. I rather to tell myself i live for myself, and in my picture of life i want kids and love to share the life I have built with them. Even if I fall, I hope they are with me, and I will learn to make things work again, to show them that mummy can do it.
So now to me in everyting i do, it is not successes or failures. i will structure my way to work and reach successfully, and if i fail, i will make it work again. That will be the way I work now.
Share these thoughts with jeff as well...
"Can-Fight-Any-Battle": Yes i realise i can really fight any battle now, kinda feeling. I just feel that i have nothing to lose anymore. I will just charge, and forward.
guess with my boy coming along, this persistence is even stronger.
Hope: It does not make me as what others said, "after you have your kids, kids are the most important and you should drop everyting to be with them". i do agree to a certain extend. but i tink having kids give me hope that I should love life and balance tings well, pursue my dreams as i wanted and to share my doings and realisation of dreams with them. i hope to bring them up in this way to love life, and to create and walk a path of life the way they want it. Not meaning to be selfish, for not living your life for others.
i always tink that when you tell others that i have hope because i live my life for you, and i tink the other person who hears it will feel stressful. I rather to tell myself i live for myself, and in my picture of life i want kids and love to share the life I have built with them. Even if I fall, I hope they are with me, and I will learn to make things work again, to show them that mummy can do it.
So now to me in everyting i do, it is not successes or failures. i will structure my way to work and reach successfully, and if i fail, i will make it work again. That will be the way I work now.
Share these thoughts with jeff as well...
"Can-Fight-Any-Battle": Yes i realise i can really fight any battle now, kinda feeling. I just feel that i have nothing to lose anymore. I will just charge, and forward.
http://sixgirlsaguy.livejournal.com
Well, I have not blog for 3 mths plus, and yes i am reallllyyy enjoying motherhood.
there's so much i want to pen-down in these 3 months, spending almost every 24hrs with my boy, Jet. I need to spend these 3 months to build the bond, and as well to maximise the use of my maternity leave, hence i drop down all else tasks that i tink deem not important at all.
a blessing my boy is healthy. ahve posted some photos to http://sixgirlsaguy.livejournal.com. And many photos on my facebook account. :)
he is really a little sumo to play with, and bathing him is a joy i look forward to almost everydae. love to play with his neh-nehs when bathing, and i tink i am getting perverted. :)
now he kicks and kicks when bathing, that i need to bath after that, but realise that he loves water like mummy, and will schedule to bring him swimming soon. also a sport i hope he will excel like me. :)
there's so much i want to pen-down in these 3 months, spending almost every 24hrs with my boy, Jet. I need to spend these 3 months to build the bond, and as well to maximise the use of my maternity leave, hence i drop down all else tasks that i tink deem not important at all.
a blessing my boy is healthy. ahve posted some photos to http://sixgirlsaguy.livejournal.com. And many photos on my facebook account. :)
he is really a little sumo to play with, and bathing him is a joy i look forward to almost everydae. love to play with his neh-nehs when bathing, and i tink i am getting perverted. :)
now he kicks and kicks when bathing, that i need to bath after that, but realise that he loves water like mummy, and will schedule to bring him swimming soon. also a sport i hope he will excel like me. :)
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
My Maternity Photos
These are my maternity photos, taken just 2 weeks before my delivery.
Well, never expect my baby to be borne 36 weeks+5 days..... :)
My baby boy, Jet, is here!!!
My baby boy, Jet, is here and borne on the 19th April 2008 evening.
Will blog later on the story, the labour, the motherhood... etc.
Have been missing out on blogging, as I am busy spending couple times with my husband. We trying to go prawning, arrange outings, spend quality times, prepare for baby stuff etc.
However, my delivery is quite a surprise to me, with my boy being borne at 36 weeks+5 days.
Will blog later on the story, the labour, the motherhood... etc.
Have been missing out on blogging, as I am busy spending couple times with my husband. We trying to go prawning, arrange outings, spend quality times, prepare for baby stuff etc.
However, my delivery is quite a surprise to me, with my boy being borne at 36 weeks+5 days.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Limbs Numbness ; Increasing Backache ; Panting
Limbs numbness and cramps: I wake up lately with my hands getting more and more numb overtime. There is one day I cannot even press the alarm clock button down, and when I try to slide the toilet doors, I experience no feelings at all.
If I sit too long, my legs will be numb as well, as if there are millions of ants inside my legs.
Have consulted gynae, and she says it's ok.
Legs cramps are not frequent but happens around 2-3 times a week. The cramps will just pull me up from my sleep. Sometimes they are so painful, that I teared and have no energy to shout for jeff. I just grabbed him hard and now he will wake up and help me massage, and make hot drinks.
Feel bad for disturbing his sleep, as I know he works very hard nowadaes too. But his patience makes me grow stronger.
Increasing backache: My senses can determine good and bad chairs now. If my back starts to ache a while after sitting on the chairs, I will call for cushions, or put my hands behind my back to support. At restaurants and cinemas as well. Always happens on my middle-to mid lower backs.
Panting: Honestly frens or closed ones do tell me I am quite hyper by nature. Lately even climbing stairs or after showers or walking, I get panting. Need to breathe in from mouth and nose. Gynae asks me to regulate and breathe in-in-out. Try not to sit when I am panting. Standing and breathe will be much better to cure the situation.
If I sit too long, my legs will be numb as well, as if there are millions of ants inside my legs.
Have consulted gynae, and she says it's ok.
Legs cramps are not frequent but happens around 2-3 times a week. The cramps will just pull me up from my sleep. Sometimes they are so painful, that I teared and have no energy to shout for jeff. I just grabbed him hard and now he will wake up and help me massage, and make hot drinks.
Feel bad for disturbing his sleep, as I know he works very hard nowadaes too. But his patience makes me grow stronger.
Increasing backache: My senses can determine good and bad chairs now. If my back starts to ache a while after sitting on the chairs, I will call for cushions, or put my hands behind my back to support. At restaurants and cinemas as well. Always happens on my middle-to mid lower backs.
Panting: Honestly frens or closed ones do tell me I am quite hyper by nature. Lately even climbing stairs or after showers or walking, I get panting. Need to breathe in from mouth and nose. Gynae asks me to regulate and breathe in-in-out. Try not to sit when I am panting. Standing and breathe will be much better to cure the situation.
Maternity Photography
Me and jeff will be taking maternity photography soon. We will be going glamour shots and b-scene studios, wanting and hopefully to capture the beautiful moments when I am first pregnant.
I really look forward to it. Will be going IMM again this weekend, to check out of the photography studios again if there are better packages.
Dun think I will take the nude arti kinda photos again during my second pregnancy. Perhaps will be family photos then. :)
I really look forward to it. Will be going IMM again this weekend, to check out of the photography studios again if there are better packages.
Dun think I will take the nude arti kinda photos again during my second pregnancy. Perhaps will be family photos then. :)
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