People tells me i can be intimidating, because of the persistence i have in the tings i do, and the drive that is always so positive and trying to do so many things to learn to balance tings well.
guess with my boy coming along, this persistence is even stronger.
Hope: It does not make me as what others said, "after you have your kids, kids are the most important and you should drop everyting to be with them". i do agree to a certain extend. but i tink having kids give me hope that I should love life and balance tings well, pursue my dreams as i wanted and to share my doings and realisation of dreams with them. i hope to bring them up in this way to love life, and to create and walk a path of life the way they want it. Not meaning to be selfish, for not living your life for others.
i always tink that when you tell others that i have hope because i live my life for you, and i tink the other person who hears it will feel stressful. I rather to tell myself i live for myself, and in my picture of life i want kids and love to share the life I have built with them. Even if I fall, I hope they are with me, and I will learn to make things work again, to show them that mummy can do it.
So now to me in everyting i do, it is not successes or failures. i will structure my way to work and reach successfully, and if i fail, i will make it work again. That will be the way I work now.
Share these thoughts with jeff as well...
"Can-Fight-Any-Battle": Yes i realise i can really fight any battle now, kinda feeling. I just feel that i have nothing to lose anymore. I will just charge, and forward.
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